Praise God that by his grace and sovereign will he has led me to salvation. On January 26th of this year, I was baptized in the Holy Spirit; on April 8th, I was baptized by immersion. (The church I attend is a Mennonite Brethren church—essentially an evangelical Mennonite church—with strong Reformed tendencies. The MB come out of the same tradition as the Baptists, and like the Baptists hold believers' baptism as one of their distinctives.)
Over the many years before God saved me, I read countless books, chapters, articles, commentaries, sermon notes and the like on Christianity, but upon being born again, I had to start from scratch—relearn everything from a new, Christ-centered, evangelical paradigm. Most of my reading since January has been the scads of contemporary and historical writing available online, but I have actually managed to read the occasional physical, "hard-copy" book—above all, the Bible, including the Gospel According to John, which I read through on "Easter eve" as a sort of cram course in preparation for the Easter church service.
I should have kept better track of what I've read "offline," but apart from sections and chapters of a number of books, I've only actually read one book full through from beginning to end since I've been saved (apart from John): Now That You're a Christian from the Christianity 101 series by Bruce Bickel and Stan Jantz. Okay, stop laughing. Yes, it's a short book with some Arminian overtones, but I needed to start somewhere, and this short handbook on how to live after salvation was not so bad. In the same vein, I'm now working on Dave Branon's Where Do I Go From Here? which seems to be doctrinally sound and is actually pretty good.
For meatier stuff, I'm halfway through Michael Green's The Day Death Died, an apologetical work on the bodily resurrection of Christ. Praise the Lord for showing me through apologetics (a field I discovered before picking up Green's book) that it is possible even in the 21st century to have an intellectually solid faith in the reality of the Risen Christ. Next up will be John R. W. Stott's Our Guilty Silence: The Church, the Gospel, and the Word (1967), which is a call to evangelism.
Now, those are all short books and ones that are easily available to me (through my church library). The stuff I really want to read may be trickier to obtain, for reasons of finance or simply availability. Just within the last couple of days, I've had all the following authors or books recommended or mentioned to me—all books definitely worth taking a look at:
* David Wells' various books on the state of modern evangelicalism;
* J. Gresham Machen's What is Faith? and Christianity and Liberalism (the latter available online);
* Carl F. H. Henry's The Uneasy Conscience of Modern Fundamentalism (the link is not a book review per se but includes some excerpts);
* And far above and beyond any of the above three authors, Jonathan Edwards' A History of the Work of Redemption.
Edwards' work in particular is important, both for the obvious fact that it's Edwards, but because I need to find a wholistic understanding of God's redemptive history that among other things, is consistent with God's promise to believing Jews in Romans 11:23 (for how else could I have been saved?). From what little I know of them, dispensationalism and supersessionism won't do it for me; Edwards' theology, on the other hand (which apparently is somewhat related to covenant theology) seems to be closer to the right approach.
At any rate, I'd better get busy!
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
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16 comments:
I've seen your posts over at centuri0n's, and I just found out you're in an MB church. I grew up MB, and now I'm in an Independent Christian church.
It's a fairly new thing for me to be hanging out with all these Reformed types, but they're extremely engaging (for the most part) in the depth of their study and the passion with which they hold to it.
Authors who have been formative to me are:
C.S. Lewis
Francis Schaeffer
A.W. Tozer
Dallas Willard
J.I. Packer
Richard Foster
John Bunyan
Dietrich Bonhoeffer
Definitely not all are in the Reformed camp, but to me, that's not the most important thing. I've learned amazing things from all of them, all godly men.
Good to meet you!
Hi, David:
It's likewise good to meet you. Small world, what with your MB background. "Hanging out with all these Reformed types" is new to me, too, but they seem to be a decent bunch of folks, and their commitment to discerning God's word the Gospel is second to none. It has been pointed out to me that the Mennonite emphasis on community may provide a useful balance to some elements of Reformed doctrine (I would have to look into that some more). I also greatly admire the Desert Fathers, the early monastics who lived out their lives serving God in the Egyptian desert, although they're certainly not in the same camp as an Edwards or a Calvin.
I like whatever I hear of C.S. Lewis, although I haven't actually sat down and read any of his books (except for LWW way, way, way back in elementary school). I read all or part of Pilgrim's Progress years ago, and I should really read some Packer.
Pop by in another four months when I put up my next post! ;)
Hello Sewing,
It is nice to see your comments, and it is very nice to read your testimony.
Just thought I'd say hi.
Oh, and I really like the title of your blog.
Hey, Bugblaster, thanks. You go by so many handles and blog titles, I don't quite know how to return the compliment...but I really liked your "typewriter and rotary phone" comment on the "Phil gets pummelled into buying a Mac" thread at Team Pyro.
Only one handle as far as I know...!?
You comments are encouraging. Praying for you brother.
Whoops—I read your profile and saw Gummby's name in the lists of blog team members, and ended up thinking you are Gummby, but of course the lists were of team members in addition to Bugblaster. I need to get more sleep.
i noticed that your pastor is speaking on head coverings. Will there be a link on the web to this sermon?
Hi, Paul:
Yes, each Sunday's service is available in video (.wmv file) and mp3 format. The list of services is here, including last Sunday's service, which is already up.
Thanks for that. I look forward to listening.
Hello Sewing...
I look forward to reading your blog as you learn :-)
al sends
Thanks, Al. Just don't try to turn me into a Presbyterian or anything... ;)
Sew, can I call you sew?,
One step at a time brother...
al sends
Ha! It turns out one of my ancestors, Henry Smart, did a lot of work on 19th-century Presbyterian hymnody. The Reformation was in my blood and I didn't even know it!
You said: Praise the Lord for showing me through apologetics (a field I discovered before picking up Green's book) that it is possible even in the 21st century to have an intellectually solid faith in the reality of the Risen Christ.
I finally got around to visiting your blog. I like the diversity seen in the way the Lord worked on your mind. Same with David (the first commenter).
Help came for me from reading Schaeffer, Lewis and Pink. But the items that really helped me to understand that I wasn't going nuts by loving the experiential and the doctrinal together were by Martin Lloyd-Jones ("William Williams and the Welsh Calvinistic Methodists") and Andrew Murray ("True Vine Meditations").
You could say that Methodism and the Holiness Movement (in the hand of God) helped make me the good Calvinist that I am today :-) Don't you just love the way God works to keep us humble by ministering to us through those we don't always agree with! Beautiful!
Amen. Thanks for the tips as well...I'll keep those books in mind.
I need to update my reading list! None of the books I mentioned I've yet read, but the Lord has since led me to Edith Schaeffer's Christanity is Jewish and John MacArthur's Our Sufficiency in Christ, both excellent books.
And I agree with you, marvelling at the wonderful tapestry of ideas and thinkers through which that the Lord has led us to Himself. My first spiritual mentor was a liberal feminist United Church pastor (!!!)—the 180 degree opposite of the conservative, complementarian position I take today. On the one hand, she led me to the blind alley of John Shelby Spong. On the other hand, however, she had a sound understanding for and love of the Hebrew Prophets, especially Isaiah—and that made a much more permanent (and fruitful) impression on me.
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